Lacking strength...

Sometimes I get a feeling
Like it's just no good to live
It looks like nothing's worth it
I don't know what to believe
You're just too much of an expectation
A mountain too high to climb
I go insane in desperation
You're the treasure I cannot find
Should I even think
Should there even be some hope left
You've gonne through too much
I doubt I can endure
I wish I was as strong as you need
But I'm not...
Sorry...*

LoneMelancholicSoul