Lost Thoughts...

Lost Thoughts

Sentado à janela ouço o dia escurecer
Vejo no silêncio o som da chuva a cair
Cheiro o toque de duas almas separadas
Sinto o sangue do meu corpo a fugir
Toco o aço frio destas portas fechadas
Aceito a ordem do destino para te esquecer.

Love comes in many ways
Some taste good, others do not
About love, what nobody says
Is that it's not all we've got.

Because with love comes pain
And with pain comes suffering
But when you fall in love again
Another part of you is healing...

The End of my Struggle...

That's it, I've had enough
I quit, it's too rough
I can't take it...

It's not you don't deserve it,
it's just that I'm weak
I'm the one who doesn't deserve you
so I'll just stop fighting
I'll just stop pushing, stop trying to reach you
Because I can't fight the distance, it's too much for me
Sorry but I am depleted, I lack the will
I lack the strenght and I lack the skill.

I will no longer search for you
I'll try to be found, watch the progress
I don't know what else to do
Besides forgetting you, my goddess...

I just want you to be happy
I'll be forever here
You know you can count on me anytime
As you always have
I'll be right here, where I've always been, waiting to hear you whisper...
Forever...

The pain is so real it'l scar me before leaving...
It runs so deep it makes me quit this feeling...

Happiness is not for me...

Happiness is a goal, not a feeling
Love's about suffering, not smiling
Words are just means to an end
Poems are just a way to pretend
Memories are just mirrors to the past
Veils of shadow, nightmares come true
Reviving monsters that come to last
Bearing pictures showing you...

Melancholic Soul

I hate love...

You look at me,
Like you always do.
You don’t have a clue.
You smile at me,
You hug me,
But you don’t know I want you.
You play with me,
You flirt with me,
You tell me all your secrets.
I’m always the one you run to,
but to you I’m just your friend.

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.

Ooooh ooooh no… no.. nooo.

I try my best to rid these thoughts,
Of you and I it’s so hard.
When come to me,
I fall back on my knees.
I learned to hate love.
You kiss me on the cheek,
You say you’d never make it without me.
It’s getting harder everyday.
Please don’t say to me,

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart can’t take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,

Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.

Don’t say you love me.
Don’t say you love me.
Don’t say you love me.
Don’t say you love me.

My heart cant take it.
I love you so much.
But you don’t see me.
I hate love.

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
Unless you mean it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t hurt me.
No…

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.

in Don't by Kelly Clarkson

Foste tu (|||Sweetangel|||) que me envias-te a letra dessa música, a música que mais fielmente explica o que sinto por ti, ou não, continuo a achar que é muito mais complicado que isso...
É tão intrinseco que acho que nunca irá sair, no máximo ficará latente, adormecido,perdido nos recônditos da minha alma, quem sabe para nunca mais acordar...quem sabe...

Sweet dreams...

I hope you kept your promise, if you did you'll go to sleep after reading this so I wish you a good night and sweet dreams...

Não há luz que não me lembre de ti
Nem som que não me faça recordar
Momentos que nunca esqueci
Sentimentos que não consigo largar
Anjo Negro que me vieste assombrar
De uma forma tão delico-doce, tão singular
Anjo Doce é o que te chamo
Sweet Angel se preferires
Para que quando me ouvires
Soltes esse sorriso que eu amo...

Desta vez foi pequeno o rabisco, mas foi escrito com carinho, espero que gostes...
Vou ficar à espera de um comentário, nem que seja só a dizeres que leste, pois foi escrito a pensar em ti...

With love from the last atom of myself

Melancholic Soul