Love & Pain

If I try, I fail
If I don't try I fail
If I don't try, I suffer
If I try, WE suffer.
I'd rather suffer alone than making you suffer.

Do you know the meaning of impossible?
If there is such thing, its what my love for you is doomed to be...

I feel I'll never have a chance, and I cannot fight for you, although it is what my heart desires the most...

I need you.Without you I fade...
But my love still lingers...

And I want you
Just what I can't have...

Love & Pain
Melancholic Soul

Goodbye

Because some things are just not made to be...

Momentos

Há momentos em que a escrita se torna obrigatória, não interessa o lugar, o ambiente...
Foram 30 segundos, mas ainda assim partilho-os.


Nem mesmo o Sol já me ilumina
Nem que fuja sob o mar
Tens o Universo como cortina
Eu tento, mas não Te consigo observar...
Até a Lua é conivente
Com o teu afastamento
Sinto-me perdido eternamente
Em busca de um singelo momento.
Podes tentar ajudar
Acabas sempre por sorrir
isso deixa-me a perguntar
O que será que estás a sentir?

Algo que tem significado para mim, e talvez para ti não faça muito sentido, foi escrito num momento de lucidez, vagueando no meu futuro esquecido...

Beijo para ti : dp : *

Melancholic Soul

Gosto de ti

Não adianta esconder porque
Gosto de ti
Nem vale a pena dizer porque se vê que eu
Gosto de ti
Vale até a pena sofrer porque
Gosto de ti
Só vale a pena viver porque
Gosto de ti

E até podes perguntar porque é que eu
Gosto de ti
Mas eu não sei responder, simplesmente
Gosto de ti
É como respirar, mesmo sem pensar eu
Gosto de ti
Sofro, rio, sinto, vivo, só porque
Gosto de ti
Escrevo, repito, até ao mundo grito, eu
GOSTO DE TI!!!

Ás vezes sabe tão bem escrever desta maneira infantil..
Sem grilhões, só escrever por escrever, sem preocupações...só com uma coisa no pensamento...
Gosto de ti!

Beijo pra ti Princesa Sonhadora!

Estás, e nunca irás sair daqui <3

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Because somedays I feel I shouldn't exist.

It just keeps singing...

Percorro este universo
De estrela em estrela
Saltando de cometa em cometa
Principezinho improvisado

Em cada astro nova busca
Em cada poeira uma hipótese
Procuro incessantemente o que nunca ganhei
Mas só encontro o que já perdi

Será que nem neste mundo em expansão
Reino imperscrutável do infinito
Encontro soluções para os problemas do coração
Ou descanso para o meu atormentado espírito?

Não posso acreditar no impossível
Tudo o que busco é uma oportunidade
Tudo o que ele faz é afastar-te de mim
Impedindo-me de te fazer feliz de verdade...

Querendo ou não estou ligado a ti
Por sentimentos que nunca tive
Sensações que nunca senti
Lugares onde nunca estive

Mesmo quando penso sem querer
É a ti que a minha alma procura
Quando reflectindo o que preciso é de esquecer
Sinto-me incapaz de continuar a viver
E resigno-me a esta incessante tortura...

Eu sei que esperar pode não ser solução
Mas mesmo sem esperança sou obrigado a continuar
A busca da minha alma por ti é uma canção
Que enquanto viva continuarei a ouvir cantar...

Desculpa-me não te esquecer
Mas sinceramente...
A isso preferia morrer...


everydaymoreaLone Melancholic Soul
13/02/2007

Your star

There is a star in the sky
Shining up there for you
Its light shines as you pass by
Its sparkle blooms in your eyes,
And glitters in everything you do...

But it's not that heavenly light that makes you so special
It's not your beauty, not even your affection
It is your own light, etereal spring blossom
Wich emanates from you bringing you closer to perfection...

It is such perfection that I seek
Although it is an impossible quest
My soul desires something as unique
Such as your star, shining above all the rest...

It sure is not an easy path ahead
I foresee alot of suffering and pain
Your starlight pulls me away from my bed
To watch the moonlit sky in vain...

The say hope is what drives us
I say not.
Even when all hope is lost
I still feel the urge to carry on, I'm blind
My vision ripped away with your current denial
But even without seeing I feel
And even a mere thought becomes real
I'm searching for a treasure impossible to find
And I'll carry that feeling with me till my burial
I will consume myself from the inside
My heart burnt, reduced to ashes, yet with a scar
As it was the last place for my love to hide
Away from the overwhelming rays of your star...


Melancholic Soul
11/02/2007

P.S. This was a gift. Credits to DP...

Waiting...For You

I know you're trying to get around me baby
I know you've got me in your heart baby
I know that you could love me
If you only had a guarantee
When I look at your face it's so empty
I know I could fill you with love baby
Your soul is dying for me
Can't deny our energy

And you're far I'm near you're there
I'm here you're hurting for me I can see it in your eyes
Some of the hardest things are easy to achieve with patience

I'll wait for you until the heavens fall
I'll wait for you until the end of the world
I'll wait for you until I no longer breathe
I know that it's not impossible
I'll wait for you until you finish your fight
I'll wait for you until the timing is right

Cuz right now it's feeling just like a movie yeah yeah...
Just like a movie

I know that this is hard for you
Want you to know that I'm feling it too
It's taken some time but now I see everything
It's so clear to me I can't give up your love without dying baby
I'll wait until the sea is dry baby
How do we know what love is

You don't gotta do anything that you can't do
You don't gotta do anything in a hurry
You don't gotta do anything that you can't do
I know you're there you got me
You don't gotta do anything that you can't do
You don't gotta do anything in a hurry
You don't gotta do anything so don't worry
I trust you and I know you're there
I know you're there


Wait For You, by Nelly Furtado

I'll wait for you
Till there's no longer me
Nor you...
Till there's only us...

MS

Take away my pain

I look to you
I see a future
Hard to reach
Through many dangers
Across tortuous paths
But I see a light
I see a goal
I sense not the stench of impossibility
But the sweet smell of a possible reality.

It may be just an illusion
But if that's true it's a cruel one...
I cannot change my feelings, I can only leave with the consequences
I can however feel your own pain
I can take away all the mistakes you've done
I want to reach you through the clouding mist of your confusion
And blow away all that insecurity that like the rain
Blinds you when you try to look up into me
Not with your eyes, only with your heart will you see
I'm right here, and forever I shall be!

Like a friend once said:
"Sacrifice doesn't hurt when you love.Wait for her."

I will.

P.S. Thank you LB, you deserve your spot in my heart.